5 months today and it still feels like I just lost you yesterday. Daddy I miss you so much and I don’t know how to live without you, what I am suppose to do when the best part of me was always you. What I am suppose to do when everyday I wake up wishing it was just a nightmare. What I am suppose to do when I feel like they just rib out apart of me inside. All I feel is emptiness, nothing I do or say can ever fill it, I lie to myself everyday trying to make me feel less empty but the lie gets harder and harder to believe, I miss the feeling I always had when I was with you. You was the only one who ever made me feel alive, an without you I feel like a walking zombie no feelings just emptiness inside. I miss you Daddy and I would always well no matter how long it’s been. Ps: iLoveYou.
"I don’t know what I want in life. I don’t know what I want right now. All I know is that I’m hurting so much inside that it’s eating me, and one day, there won’t be any of me left."
"Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone, then to cry all alone."
"I’m tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I’ve been smiling, but inside I’m dying."
"Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you."
"Why does everything have to come crashing down like this again?"
"Told myself that you were right for me But felt so lonely in your company."
He said ‘I would never make you cry,’ I said it too. The only difference is..I didn’t lie to you.