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"That horrible moment when you thought the person gave a shit… but then find out the person doesn’t.."
"I don’t know what I want in life. I don’t know what I want right now. All I know is that I’m hurting so much inside that it’s eating me, and one day, there won’t be any of me left."
"Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone, then to cry all alone."
"Why does everything have to come crashing down like this again?"
"Told myself that you were right for me But felt so lonely in your company."
"I can’t keep pushing this down any deeper,
Why do I keep trying if I can’t keep her? Every move I make, Is just another mistake, I wonder what it would take, Because it feels like there’s a hole inside my body, Like there’s a hole inside my heart. It’s like this feeling is gonna consume me if I keep waiting for this thing to start. Oh I feel like I’m all gummed up inside, It’s like I’m all gummed up inside, It’s like I’m all gummed up insi-i-de." Happy Valentines Day Daddy; I miss you; You was always my valentines. Wish you didn’t have to go…People say in time it heal but Each day I miss you more..there’s just to much time can not erase. I wish i could see you for just one last time, i miss you not being here on earth. Rest In Peace Daddy; I would always be you’re little girl. And you would always be in my heart I promise. He said ‘I would never make you cry,’ I said it too. The only difference is..I didn’t lie to you. I dont deserve to stay and screw up this life anymore. I don know how much more pain i can endure i dont know how many more tears i sill allow myself to shed. No matter how much I try I’ll never be enough.
Why do I always pick the wrong one, when will I ever find my mystery man the one that god made for me, why am I the one that always care to much, just to find out that the one I care and love lies to my face…… The only thing on my mind….
How i could have been so wrong, you were so perfect, cute, nice, and kind but i couldn’t even see through your act, how could i have been so blind? i ask myself these questions as i’m sitting on my bed i’m crying so damn hard i’m wishing i was dead this pain isn’t worth it what have i done? to deserve such punishment i think God’s got the wrong one so i lay on my bed and hope this is a dream i’m still crying like hell, where is God’s beam? Lies sharper then a knife.
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